Story of my mind

   I will hold a nail with my left hand, between the middle & ring finger, pointing in the center of the palm…. and with the right hand, gently push it through with hammer touches; if this could prove to any of you that any thought you have can be consciously manifested into the world to spread loving content. 

   Every thought we have binds to an emotion & a perception that’s worth exploring further – the universe gives us insights and we must follow them through the “rabbit hole” – only you can discover where….

   Only one condition that no religion dares to speak of, no philosophy understands it, no science has discovered it yet; whenever a thought takes you somewhere – do not fear of the way, nor the consequences left behind; wherever a thought turns to insight – do not excite over it, nor let it make you forget what causes it.

   We must not fear our thoughts or be proud of them, for then we lose in ourselves – crowding back with everyone else or fading in isolation. I know the way to make everything I imagine come to reality – through the mind, from the soul, for the world. I cannot teach it. No one can. Everyone can find it. 

   Do we mind for stories or tell the stories from our mind? Or…. both happen magically – while we can’t be aware, not knowing what is there yet to tell. 

   There is a writer for each novel. There is an observer for each vision. S. King writes short enough. G. Martin writes long enough. Both have created colorful portals toward a structured story that reverberates emotion through every reader. Both have made an intellectual effort to explore & understand the world and share it with humanity. Both in unique ways of storytelling. One is small dense moments. One in a forever epopee. Different way of thinking – same intention; to discover something through their imaginative journey.

   I have that imaginative power myself. I close my eyes and disappear into another world, another universe. I forget instantly where I am, as perceptions cannot distract me, while emotions are my fuel to go through. I have many stories to write and feels natural to share them. I experienced traumatic, dramatic, fearful moments – also some beautifulness and love; there is no greater feeling than exploring that world of mine and finding ways to express it. It comes in short moments of poetry, painting, singing. Beyond this wonderfulness of conscious creativity lays a path toward immortality, a path that becomes one’s greatest effort – the effort to remain in balance until the end. 

   I could tell a thousand stories, in various shapes, forms, and colors – or make the effort to find or make the connections between them. I can create another world for anyone else to fly through with the mind, touching souls beyond mere perceptions – or I can be a bird flying, whispering insights, fragments of understanding. Or both – that’s the immortalization of every conscious experience of a human, of a being just being.

   Every insight I have will find a way through my mind into a moment of being as well in the grand pictures that are shown to me in my dreams while I choose to explore them at higher resolution. From my biggest fears, my greatest epiphanies began, through conscious exploration with my mind – of what the world is yet to come, from what it was, now it grows. 

   For you, reader of those lines, I promise you – every thought coming through your mind can become a beautiful conscious experience – if you find the courage to follow it to the end, and the patience to remember the way it went. Is the most peaceful experience. A good artist feels when his art is complete – a good scientist feels the same for his theory.

   I keep a notebook for every way of thinking I explore. For math – physics. For biology – anatomy.  For geography – geology. For history – archeology. For visual art – drawing. For poetry – songs. For essay – stories. For cinematography – photography. One is for ways to connect through all of them. Another one for the story I want to tell – where I put pieces of my soul – moment to share, in a beautiful way. I chose to tell the story of a human walking in the world – flying with the mind – whispering a tear for every ear – creating a smile for every eye.

   Good luck following me…. through your “rabbit hole”.